Friday, March 23, 2012

Day 6 Operation Waistline Deadline

199.4 lbs

Well, I haven't left the house, save my mornings on the back deck journalling, in weeks, from anxiety. But, I have managed to make some changes here and there for the good within and without myself.
I have my moments of pain so gripping it hits me like a shield at 50mph and coils around me like a giant python with time aplenty. I love me, then I barely know me. Like right now, unfortunately. But, I'm moving. I'm typing. That's an improvement.
The energy to tap away at the tiny keys of my iPod is no small wonder for me. Usually, I can't even lift a finger.
The weather plays a significant role in my emotional and mental and spiritual health I'm afraid. Cold, below 65, while windy and mostly cloudy with smatterings of rain all combine to drag me through the mud. Alone, they aren't so devastating, but this has my overall self weighed down.
I'm so glad that the weekend will be sunny and mild temps. Hallelujah!
I hope to buy a locket this weekend at The Bag Lady Boutique. I've been looking forward to this and I'm hoping that it's arrived in stock. It may be another week, and that's okay. It's something to look forward to in the Victorian corner of my little mind.
Otherwise, all's well.
I'm poor, lonely, overweight, and mentally ill. But, He's still workin on me to make me what I ought to be... <3

No comments:

Post a Comment