Hypochondriachal Tendencies

So, I've been feeling crummy for over a week. I have some nasty symptoms that I won't disgust anyone with by discussing them...
Anyway, I can't decide whether I'm sick or overreacting. I hate Borderline Personality Disorder right about now.
It has me second guessing everything.  Am I sick, or neurotic?
Well, okay. We already know, I'm neurotic; I'd like to think the list of neurosis isn't growing.
Argh!
Ugh.

Day 5 Operation Define Waistline (no longer Waistline Deadline)

Day 5 Operation Waistline Deadline Define Waistline
or Op Waist-Dead O'De' Waist

So, I started off at 208 pounds this time around. I'm down to 203.4 as of this morning. Yippee :)

I have a long long way to go before my waistline is defined as it should be on a healthy woman of 30-ish.
I intend to get there in one year or less.
G, Z and I are considering martial arts training to slim down. Z needs to bulk up, whereas G and I need to slim down. It'll help us all.
A friend of G's is offering free lessons for a year out of concern for our health. Now, he's a true friend. We'd be very sick indeed to turn him down. I won't let that happen.

it's my party and I'll clean if I want to...

It's my Birthday.
Don't ask my why, but I felt like cleaning the bathroom. But, I realized nearing the end that we're out of floor cleaner; so I'm left with a half-clean WC. ah well. Good enough for now. I'll go shopping tomorrow or when Z gets home from her Nanna's tonight.
I can hardly wait to open the rest of my gifts. I have to wait for Z to get home. It wouldn't be the same without her.
I know they got me a movie and a food processor, but it's what movie and what kind of food processor that have me excited. ^_^
We're having a big family dinner this Friday at my favorite Cantonese restaurant called Yen Ching in Ozark, MO. I'm really really looking forward to it. It's such a nice place and so cheap compared to the high class decor and service and quality. I am always amazed by that. They even have a gift shop with the cutest stuff. I can hardly wait to introduce G and Z to it.
Well, otherwise, I'm finally selling the last of my excess furniture this afternoon. G and I had duplicates of a lot; so we're selling what we no longer need to make room for what suits us all best.
It helps with bills too once in a while...
Anyway, I'm off to be lazy for a day :D
Toodles!
CharityChatterbox

Fat Again

So... I've gone months without writing. Not healthy. UNhealthy.
I'm fat again. Not phat. Fat.
208 pounds on a 5'4" frame is not safe.
If I want to be healthy, I need to lose around 85-90 pounds.
But.
There is good news.

I've fallen in love.
Granted, my mother/landlord kicked me out over it. But, I'm happy with where I landed.
In the arms of my soulmate, "G," and the stepDaughter, "Z," of my dreams.
He's unhealthy too; so we're in the fight together.

He has a true friend "T," who's a martial arts instructor. T sent an email this week to let G know we have free lessons for a year to save his life and keep me from putting mine in further danger.
So, G,Z and I are going to be getting our butts kicked here soon.

Anyway, there is more to tell, and I'm hoping to set Z up with her own blog; so she can vent her teenage angst, but I have a wonderfully full life now that has me "doing" more and feeling drained when it comes to writing at the end of the day...

I vow to get better though. This is all really very therapeutic.